Ok, I am really frustrated. I am even more. But I really do not have words to describe my feelings. Everyday you wake up - no sorry, correction: every night you do not sleep because of the pain, if you fall asleep from just being exhausted, you have nightmares. You do not want to leave the bed in the morning but you have to. You open your eyes and see the shining sun and you know that it will be again day of puffing, sweating, aching. Ok, I know, that it is not the worse. People are in worse condition, they suffer more. But in that moment, you don't care. I am trying to be patient, but sometimes it is really enough. And you are not sure how to get the energy and how to continue.
It is not about not able to fight with pain or to find positives in your life, but seeing the helplessness. There is nothing to help, it will get maximally worse. It is not about you, it is also about the people around you, who needs to stand your moods.
But I do not want to cry. The life is as it is and something cannot be changed. I will go back to the Moon on my second blog :-D.
Have a nice day!! And good luck to everybody struggling with any problem!! Enjoy your weekend!!
It is not about not able to fight with pain or to find positives in your life, but seeing the helplessness. There is nothing to help, it will get maximally worse. It is not about you, it is also about the people around you, who needs to stand your moods.
But I do not want to cry. The life is as it is and something cannot be changed. I will go back to the Moon on my second blog :-D.
Have a nice day!! And good luck to everybody struggling with any problem!! Enjoy your weekend!!
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