What I hate on this disease is how unpredictably it behaves. You wake up and in that moment you know what day it will be. Or better to say you go to the bed, you can try the best you can and still you have no idea how you will get up. And nobody can change it. Plans are in the air as you wake up into incredible pains. And call to the doctor? Why? What they would do. I have underwent so many tests and testing. I do not want anymore. So, may be there could be something new, I just hope that everything is only a result of being tired, this disease and that I have been sick.
Just everything hurts and I want to jump out of my skin, my body.
It is going to be suffering day. I want to enjoy a minute of my life. I want to play with kids and not to be that stressing mother all the time. I do not want to be that person who you can see. It is not me. I am just in pain, which you do not see.
But that is ok. It teaches me that many things stay behind, we do not see the problems and pain behind the curtains.
And look at this what I got today :-). Beauty for the stomach and comfort for the hands :-). Guess what is the correct name for the yellow vegie :-).
Just everything hurts and I want to jump out of my skin, my body.
It is going to be suffering day. I want to enjoy a minute of my life. I want to play with kids and not to be that stressing mother all the time. I do not want to be that person who you can see. It is not me. I am just in pain, which you do not see.
But that is ok. It teaches me that many things stay behind, we do not see the problems and pain behind the curtains.
And look at this what I got today :-). Beauty for the stomach and comfort for the hands :-). Guess what is the correct name for the yellow vegie :-).
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