Travelling with kids

Is here anyone who is enjoying travelling with small kids? I am travelling on Friday, and to be honest I am scared to deepness of my soul. I am actually scared from different things, but I cannot imagine to be closed with my kids for 2 hours in such a small room. They cannot sit calmly for a while after the long day of being outside and playing with their friends. How they can sit in the plane after early waking up, rushing with crazy mother, going by car and being in the airport with even more frustrated and mad mother?? And that won't be the end of the whole craziness. I am already now ready to fall apart.

But as always. Kids surprises at the time you expected the least.

Happy mother's day on Sunday. I got it from my two wild girls. On the other side of the paper I could read what they have told about me. I was a bit scared of that. You never know :-) what they can tell. But the smallest one said mama and blue. The other one said that I am great, tall, and I have dark hair. And that I am good with computer. May be it means I am slightly too much on my computer. But anyway I am trying to take it positively and not again to use my pathological attitude. :-D

I have to end, my fingers got numb.

Have a nice weekend!! 

Part 2

The prolonged weekend was like being a ping pong ball in the sense of emotions. Nothing in between. I have felt interest, love, new life, creation, inspiration but also total anxiety, loneliness, depressions end of everything. But I am trying to take it as a turn in my life. Somewhere where you stand and you have to watch what is scaring you, what is behind you and what is in front of you. May be you can be in the edge, you can feel scared of what is coming next, but that doesn't bother me at all. I was shaken from inside to outside. Everything was upside down. Now I have the possibility. Everybody has.