Another day of pain

I woke up into another day of pain. I am really getting stressed and nervous. The best what I would like to do is to disappear. If you have depression you can like to stay in the bed. But with pain you cannot hide, the pain will find you everywhere. You cannot get away from it all. 

To take another painkiller or not to take another painkillers. That is not a question. 

I don't want. I feel every single change of pressure, change of weather, every daily stress, anything what has effect on my shoulders. I want to put the payload away. 

Among all the things, I am getting itchy rash on my left palm. Not, that the dry skin on my fingers and legs wouldn't be enough itching. This kind of new level.

Reddish itchy in the middle. It is not that visible on the picture, but it is really annoying. 

But I do not give up. I got advice to relax while gardening. So, I am trying the best. I plant some herbs. I bought some ready tomato, cucumber and spinach. But I need soil, but I need to wait for it. It was relaxing and satisfying and I look forward to take care of them. May be I will plant more. Let see.   





Have a nice day!!

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